||[Sep. 12th, 2005|03:14 pm]
|||||iron and wine & calexico - "he lays in the reins"||]|
i am lost. i have taken to emailing the djs at kexp and requesting multitudes of sad bastard songs, none have played yet. myspace does not work today and i feel like i am all alone in the world. so frightening to think how much of my life is tied up in the internet. i have officially communicated with every ex boyfriend i have had recently.. none of them were contacted by me. my entire life is so surreal right now, i kind of like it, and hate it at the same time.. im just sort of floating along on a peice of styrofoam, silently praying that it doesn't become too waterlogged.
i am not as sad as my last post let on... its evolved more into me just sort of standing here, mouth hanging open, watching this bizarre life of mine happening.
i am waiting for something, i can feel the intensity of something heading my direction... i can't for the life of me figure out what... but it is coming.... to quote one of my favorite news headlines of all time, "ophelia looms".